I love the fact if I have an idea, I can usually implement it by myself with no php knowledge. All it takes is a rudimentary knowledge of CSS, lots of resource thread reading and your good to go. I still feel like a noob in the fact that I have to ask for php or server help every now and then but everything else I've figured out makes me feel like a master. Xenforo gives me confidence as a webmaster, designer and administrator. It's a really good feeling when you want to change something real quick and know you can. The community of developers may not always be easy to talk to in person but they have provided lots of resources that give us the answers we need. Being able to do what I want when I want can get addictive. It's why I customize my site so much. My first and foremost talent is art. I used to love drawing. Xenforo is a canvas where we can run free and be as creative as we want. I've seen a lot of great sites and xenforo designs. My forum design experience is limited to vBulletin 3, 4, MyBB and NinjaPost and I can honestly say Xenforo is superior to them all. At one point I wanted to experiment with IPB, vanilla forums and VB5 but I don't care anymore I'm good where I'm at.