I've decided against closing it. I go through periods where I want my life back, or a different life that perhaps I have forgotten about since technology consumed me over 25 years ago. But then I start getting inspired again, designing, delving into what's possible. It's an ebb and flow of creative energy, I suppose. And then I suspect that as I'm getting older, I will have more of the ebb and less of the flow. That worries me sometimes. Hopefully that's not the case, though.
Regardless, I have found lately that I'm more inspired when I de-emphasize the forum, since it adds a great level of stress and complication to my life (the complications inherent in human interaction). But putting WordPress on the front end and splurging for a style that gives me much more creative control (and juice) has put the inspiration back into me. So that's really good.
Focusing too much on the forum part of this technology game will wear you down, I think. It does me, anyway. Nevertheless, for a guy like me who loves publishing, the Internet is pretty much irresistible. I do often bump into the limitations of my knowledge relative to what I want to accomplish, but perhaps that's another topic altogether.