I spend everyday bettering my forum and trying to find ways to improve it, if I really was an "awful admin" my forum wouldnt be doing so good right now. Its just so sad, and im real depressed by reading all these tweets people have made about me and my forum, and they dont even know me as a person.
Right now I really feel like closing my forum, and reading those tweets makes me feel like I failed.. I always try to do a great job at what I do, and im not perfect. Just once when I mess up, this happens. I dont know what to do now. Its not just one person, its a whole group on twitter poking fun at me and my forum when most of them dont know me. I just hope they realize that hurting people is not the way to go. Specially when you dont know them.
I dont know what to do with my forum now, I have poured everything I got into that forum making it what it is, the activity is great, and im thankful of the great members I have. You guys probably wont understand what im trying to say.